Friday, November 13, 2009

Sigh sigh sigh.

I feel sooooo down right now. I don't know why. A little bit of angry, confused, sad and lost. Gosh, I really don't know what happened to me. I was out and suddenly, here I am, feeling this way. It sucks though. I feel like punching someone. I feel like crying. I feel like I'm sooo lost, I don't know what's happening. I don't know lah. I wanna be normal again just like I was this morning. ):

Anyways, I haven't been meeting Alif for 4 days now. So whatever. Gasak kau. If you think you wanna meet me up then give me a beep. If not then we'll go on not meeting for years okay? Hmmm.

Oh, been trying to find the perfect dress for Saturday. It's Annie's sister; Indah's wedding. It's held at the Orchid Country Club and damn, I don't know what to wear. This sucks so bad man. Thinking of buying one online but mummy asked me to use my own creativity. Create something new out of something old. Been doing that for years now if you must know. But really, I'm lost. I don't knowwww. It's only a few days away sia. Wah piang. Can die. Oh yessss, I went to Jurong Point to return my uniform. I am officially no longer a staff of Nova Gourmet. Tsk. It's okay, will try to find a new job that doesn't really require me to handle pork and beers. I feel guilty handling those things, you know?

Okay, I think I need to distract myself. Maybe an episode or two of The City and I'mma hit the bed. And sorry dear friends if I've not been picking up your calls. As written above, I'm just not in the mood. And this is freakin' RARE. So yes, I hope I'll recover soon. See you on the bright side. :)

Goodnight people.
(P.S; SISTER, I WANT PICTURESSSSS!!!!)