Hi ho.
I feel so sleepy right now. Macam steaming steaming gitu. Aiyah. I sooo dread school later. But must come or I'll die. Sigh sigh. And yeah oh, my tagboard so senyap already. Tag lah please!
Anywaysssss, I miss my boyfriend. It's been 3 days since I last saw him. And today, I only talked to him like TWICE. Because I am very lazy to entertain his nonsense. He's very cranky due to the fact that he hasn't been having sleep. He called me at 7 just now. He was already on the way home lor. And I actually ordered him to sleep. I hate the fact that I can't meet him. ))))): No, not that I can't go out. Just that I very the malas nak layan dia punya ngantok, you know? But never mind, I guess I'll see him tomorrow. I miss my fat boy. )))):
And and and, I've been thinking, thinking hard. About our relationship, about life. It scares me to death not knowing what the future holds. It scares me when I think of all the possibilities. Where am I going to land someday? What am I going to be doing? Will my pay be sufficient for my lifestyle? You know, the works. I feel so stressed right now. Don't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong. Been stoning, not focused on a thing. Not even my relationship. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm having fun. I love Alif. I really do. But have you ever thought about how long your relationship is going to last? Well, I hope mine lasts till the wedding day. It's every girl's dream you know. Everybody wants it that day. Everybody hopes their relationship will be that way. And honestly, I feel a little subconscious, typing this shit right now. I feel like I've been nothing but a zombie for the past weeks. In a daze. And I'm not lying. It's just how I feel.
Or maybe, I just need someone to tell me it's okay. & The one who always does that is Alif. But too bad he's asleep now. Or so I think. ))): I don't care, I need a big tight hug tomorrow. And I'm going to get that. I don't care. ):
Oh well, I am actually watching GG right now. I need a quick shower after this. Anyways, here's a vid on Erwin. (Don't focus on my singing. I know it's a lil' loud but focus on Erwin. :D)
Cute nak mampos kan ni kecik! And sister, I want pictures yo! Upload to FB pleasssssseeee.
And I'm off. Goodnight brats!
I feel so sleepy right now. Macam steaming steaming gitu. Aiyah. I sooo dread school later. But must come or I'll die. Sigh sigh. And yeah oh, my tagboard so senyap already. Tag lah please!
Anywaysssss, I miss my boyfriend. It's been 3 days since I last saw him. And today, I only talked to him like TWICE. Because I am very lazy to entertain his nonsense. He's very cranky due to the fact that he hasn't been having sleep. He called me at 7 just now. He was already on the way home lor. And I actually ordered him to sleep. I hate the fact that I can't meet him. ))))): No, not that I can't go out. Just that I very the malas nak layan dia punya ngantok, you know? But never mind, I guess I'll see him tomorrow. I miss my fat boy. )))):
And and and, I've been thinking, thinking hard. About our relationship, about life. It scares me to death not knowing what the future holds. It scares me when I think of all the possibilities. Where am I going to land someday? What am I going to be doing? Will my pay be sufficient for my lifestyle? You know, the works. I feel so stressed right now. Don't know whether what I'm doing is right or wrong. Been stoning, not focused on a thing. Not even my relationship. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm having fun. I love Alif. I really do. But have you ever thought about how long your relationship is going to last? Well, I hope mine lasts till the wedding day. It's every girl's dream you know. Everybody wants it that day. Everybody hopes their relationship will be that way. And honestly, I feel a little subconscious, typing this shit right now. I feel like I've been nothing but a zombie for the past weeks. In a daze. And I'm not lying. It's just how I feel.
Or maybe, I just need someone to tell me it's okay. & The one who always does that is Alif. But too bad he's asleep now. Or so I think. ))): I don't care, I need a big tight hug tomorrow. And I'm going to get that. I don't care. ):
Oh well, I am actually watching GG right now. I need a quick shower after this. Anyways, here's a vid on Erwin. (Don't focus on my singing. I know it's a lil' loud but focus on Erwin. :D)
Cute nak mampos kan ni kecik! And sister, I want pictures yo! Upload to FB pleasssssseeee.
And I'm off. Goodnight brats!
