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2010 needs new changes you know. ;)

THAT'S IT! I'M MOVING!

If you were to ask me what more I want in life, I would say that I would need a little more motivation to study. I am contented with what I have. It's not perfect but yet the imperfections is what that keeps me going. 

I have a great job. I am enjoying every single bit of it although it drains the shit out of me. I don't know how long I'll stay but as far as I'm concerned, I hope to stay long enough. I'm in a dilemma about school. All I hope for is motivation constantly. I need to study. I need to achieve my dreams. 

Dinner with my SB partners actually made me realise that achievements in life are not as important as making an impact and happiness. So what if you're as smart as Einstein? I realised that all the people in my life exist for a reason. We cross paths for a reason. We coexist for a reason. For every reason there is, it is to make us realise that we do not just exist for ourselves, we have a mission, whether we realise it or not. Even if you're an orphan, somewhere, somewhat, somebody depends on your existence. Everyone is important. Treasure yourself and the ones around you. You won't know when they're going away, forever. 

I've come to part in life where I know what I'm doing, what I want and that money ain't an issue. So what if you're wearing a high end labeled dress? People don't measure you by your materials. It's the things that you do that makes an impact. I am appreciative that I have family members who are always there for me. My mother especially. 

In this route that I am taking, whether I will be disappointing some or not, I am very sure that somehow, I will be contented with it cause I've given it my all. It's about enjoying every bit of it and bot regretting a single bit. I'm not going to stop living. No matter how tough  the journey gets, I'm going to keep going. Are you? 

And to YOU;

For all that you've done, for the bad and the good, I am appreciative of your existence. This may be temporary or this may be permanent. I love you, for who you are and who you've made me become. Thank you. 

Dilemma. 

Hiatus or private? 

Tell me?

Me is tired.

Just finished cleaning up the house. So the penat like that you know. So let's update. I had work on Saturday. It was nice. SB VC is sooo fun. It's always so busy and there's always a lot of things to do and being the CB partner always is very challenging. I can now handle Frap. Like 7 drinks whatever, bring it on! Woooh, I am loving it, seriously. But unfortunately, I will be transferred to SB BP this weekend. ): So sad you know. I don't know how the partners over there are. At least in VC, there are people like my sister, Sha, Hafiz, Rina and Ying Jia. They're so nice. I'm crossing my fingers, hoping that BP wouldn't be as mundane as my sister described. 

So anyways, on Saturday, work was extended by two hours. Instead of clocking out at 7, I clocked out at 9. Woah and since I didn't have any sleep the day before (like what's new), I was extra cranky. Which explains the fight I had with my boyfriend. -_-" We were so anal to each other. After work, I spent time alone outside Vivo just to calm my nerves down. I slept in the bus as soon as I sat down and I continued my sleep when I reached home. Work always drains me out. Only woke up late afternoon on Sunday. Went to Lot 1 with little sister. She bought me cotton on tops and even treat me for dinner. So kind. Haha. Thanks sissy! :)

Monday was my first day of school and so was boyfriend's. Wah lao, he is one whiny bitch. He kept telling me that he doesn't know what to do and where to go and especially the part where he's hungry. -_-" School was fine for me. BUT, the part where exams and projects are concerned, I got totally restless. But nevertheless, I did manage to revise on my BZE since it's one of the papers I'll have to retake this March. So anyways, after school, I headed home for a change of clothes and boyfriend fetched me for gallivanting session. We had dinner at MCD White Sands and after that, I trimmed his brows (macam pompan) and begged him to send me home. Hahaha. He was so nice! He sent me home and headed for work after that. Love Monday lah! :D 

And Tuesday, you don't ask me lah. I overshot. -_-" What's new!! But well, I did something productive at home. I did my chores. At least the house is cleaner. And my baby made new friends in school. It freaks me out to know that he'll be transferring to ITE CCK. -__-" So near to my house lah can! I don't wanna see your face everyday lah Alif. Heh. Oh yes! I'm not working tomorrow since I've been having backaches. I can't work like that you know. I'll always have to carry heavy stuffs at work. I'd rather sacrifice my money than my health. Hmmm. 

Alrightey, gotta rest a little bit and head for sleep. School later at 8.30. Have a great Wednesday, kids! :D