If you were to ask me what more I want in life, I would say that I would need a little more motivation to study. I am contented with what I have. It's not perfect but yet the imperfections is what that keeps me going.
I have a great job. I am enjoying every single bit of it although it drains the shit out of me. I don't know how long I'll stay but as far as I'm concerned, I hope to stay long enough. I'm in a dilemma about school. All I hope for is motivation constantly. I need to study. I need to achieve my dreams.
Dinner with my SB partners actually made me realise that achievements in life are not as important as making an impact and happiness. So what if you're as smart as Einstein? I realised that all the people in my life exist for a reason. We cross paths for a reason. We coexist for a reason. For every reason there is, it is to make us realise that we do not just exist for ourselves, we have a mission, whether we realise it or not. Even if you're an orphan, somewhere, somewhat, somebody depends on your existence. Everyone is important. Treasure yourself and the ones around you. You won't know when they're going away, forever.
I've come to part in life where I know what I'm doing, what I want and that money ain't an issue. So what if you're wearing a high end labeled dress? People don't measure you by your materials. It's the things that you do that makes an impact. I am appreciative that I have family members who are always there for me. My mother especially.
In this route that I am taking, whether I will be disappointing some or not, I am very sure that somehow, I will be contented with it cause I've given it my all. It's about enjoying every bit of it and bot regretting a single bit. I'm not going to stop living. No matter how tough the journey gets, I'm going to keep going. Are you?
And to YOU;
For all that you've done, for the bad and the good, I am appreciative of your existence. This may be temporary or this may be permanent. I love you, for who you are and who you've made me become. Thank you.
