s0metymes i dunn0 y.. i feel s0 unwanted. im stressed. my parents treat me as if im an 0utcast. being sc0lded.. haixx.. theyy f0rce me t0 d0 things i just dun want t0. fuck my lyf. i feel s0 sick. i feel s0 unwanted. i feel s0 d0wn. im starting t0 hate my lyf even m0re.
i was juz beinkk sc0lded by my father. haixx.. d0 i deserve all this? i was being sc0lded bec0z i dun wanna f0ll0w my family t0 the beach. cm0n laa, im fcuking sick n my leg hurts. is dat ever wr0ng? my c0ugh is gettink w0rse..
my m0ther? she asks me t0 d0 this n dat as if im a servant. but wad d0 i ever get in return? i juz cant st0p crying. y must all this happen t0 me? m i s0me s0rt 0f animal hu deserves vulgarities after talking t0 them NYCELY? im s0 frustrated. they never understand me..
fark wif my lyf. i've gt n0b0dy t0 turn t0 xcept f0r him. i thank g0d f0r sending him. he cared. f0r 0nce in my lyf, im s00 thankful.
even my syster.. she has never been treated lyk dis. i feel lyk running away. but i cant. whutever i d0, there'll always be challenges. haixx.. y is this always happening t0 me? i hate it.
im living in misery.
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