Monday, June 20, 2005

chiakk!

heyl00 all u beautayyfull peepz! x))

S0riee ferr n0t updatingg!

0uhwell.. i've been kinda lazyy. im s00 s00 s0riee. yesterdayy was my syster's burfdae. went t0 bugis. b0ught a mickeyy half-length bl0use. as i was s0 br0ke, my mummy b0ught it f0r me. -thankiuu mama.

as i was sayingg, i hate lyf these days. evrythingg d0esnt seem s00 ryt. im s00 damn br0ke these days. i dunn0 y. n wen i g0 0ut, a l0t 0f things seem t0 attract my attenti0n. lyk cl0thes, access0ries, sh0es n stuffs. arghh! y's dis happening t0 me? ishk.

i juz thinkk my syster's s0 luckyy am0ng 0ur siblings. myy y0unger sister - kikyn. yearrp, i juz thinkk she is. y? all bc0z she gets evrythingg she wants juz w/0 trying. i n0e its badd. but den, she's juz luckyy. 0n her burfdae, she received l0ads 0f cash which i juz thinkk i w0nt get.

i've been veryy m00dy n agitatedd these days. i cant stand n0ise t00. i feel lyk i juz wanna b al0ne. away fr0m this st00pid werld. ~haix..

myy burfdae's s00n t0 c0me. im n0t g0in t0 c0untd0wn. nahh~ im n0t lykk my syster. im n0t g0nna tell evrybedyy dat its myy burfdayy. as if im askingg f0 presents. dats juz n0t me.

sk00l's g0nna start s00n. myy h0liday assignments are still n0t ready. im s00 fcuked upp. i'll pr0lly start t0m0r0. -maybee..

sumtymes i juz wish im n0t b0rn in this werld. if evrybedyy thinks dat im causing s00 much tr0uble, pls laa, l00k ard. derr are even ppl hu are much m0re w0rst. n if still evrbedyy's n0t happy.. i mite c0nsider vanishingg.

dats it. tata guys...