der dayy we talkedd 0n derr ph0ne..
i th0t it was a lie.
i wasnt interested n i bet u didnt n0e.
u talkedd t0 me nycelyy.
yet, sl0wly, u st0le my heart.
still, i was thinking..
' r u der ryt 0ne?'
0n der day my buddy t0ld me t0 g0 swimming wif her,
u said u wud f0ll0w.
i was scared.
scared 0f rejecti0n.
i juz th0t dat wen u see me, u'd juz back 0ut.
16th May 2005.
yes, it was der dayy we met.
n0t arrangedd but c0-incidentally.
i was shy.
u were t00.
b0th 0ur buddies kept talking t0 each 0tha.
we kept quiet.
i kept l00king wen u l00ked away.
i didnt n0e abt u.
i kept telling my buddy dat u'll n0t call me ever agen.
but she denied me.
was it t0 make me satisfied?
i dunn0.
0n 0ur way h0me, my buddy kepy smiling.
i didnt n0e y.
we reachedd my h0use safelyy.
my buddy n i talkedd abt u.
i was sumwhat kinda happy.
suddenlyy u called.
my buddy smiled as if she knew u'd call.
i was s0 surprised.
surprised by der fact dat u'd call.
u talkedd very nycely t0 me.
we had a great tyme talking.
i t0ld u i need t0 send myy buddy h0me n u agreed.
we hung upp.
i kept talking t0 myy buddy abt h0w sweet u were.
my buddy kept smiling.
i w0ndered y.
der bus came n she b0arded , saying g00dbye.
0n myy way h0me, i kept thinking 0f u.
my heart kept calling 0ut ur name.
i had n0 idea y.
azri & atikah.
it s0unds s0 fyne.
i rested at h0me,
t00 tired after swimming.
i kept l00king at my hp.
i was t00 excited n t00 anxi0us.
waited n waited f0r ur call.
till i wanted t0 fall asleep.
finally, u calledd.
we talkedd.
talkedd abt all s0rts 0f things.
den, der seri0us part came.
u wanted me t0 b urs.
i luffed as i th0t u were j0king.
u said u were n0t.
as i was abt t0 tell u,
derr ph0ne hung upp by itself.
my prepaid was l0w.
dat was derr farniest m0ment.
i didnt b0ther t0 call back.
i juz wanted u t0 feel anxi0us n excited,
juz as i was abt u.
my buddy called me upp der next dayy.
she said she'd w0n der bet.
haha.
true enuff.
she askedd me whether u did menti0n abt me, bein urs.
i said n0.
my buddy knew i was keeping it fr0m her.
finally, i t0ld her der truth.
u really wanted t0 kn0w my answer.
i still recall my phrase, 'ask him t0 wait.'
hehs. such a mem0ry.
after i t0pped upp my hp, u called me.
i kept luffing at u.
u pr0mpt me f0r an answer.
huneyy, i had n0 idea y but i immediatelyy said yes.
u were happy.
s0 was i.
17th May 2005.
der dayy we g0t t0gether.
im s00 happy t0 have u.
u're myne.
n im faithfully urs.
ask me d0 i lurve u?
i'd say yes n never wud i wanna let u g0.
huneyy, im n0t der 0l' me n neither wud i wan u t0 b der 0l' u.
i gave u l0ads 0f freed0m.
yes, i did.
n i never regret em c0z u t00k gud care 0f me.
i appreciate it a l0t.
yes, we had misunderstandings.
but we seld0m fight.
i'd never wanna fight wif u.
c0z deep inside me, i l0ve u.
n if it hurts u, it'll hurt me t00. x))
