all al0ne in my mummy's sh0pp nw. i hav t0
manage the sh0p while she's away. haixx. s00
scared laa c0z its been a l0ng tyme since
i've served dee' cust0mers. hehs. i've been
veryy m00dyy these days. juz dunn0 y. n0t
bc0z 0f peri0ds. i juz dunn0 y. haixx. well,
im missing huneyy t00! ishk. dunn0 where
dee' hell is he. called me juz nw but we 0nly
talkedd f0 a minute 0r s0 c0z my daddy was
in a bad m00d juz nw n he kept sc0lding us.
haixx. saturdayy is a bad dayy i gues. ishk.
where's myy huneyy?? haixx.
my r-ship wif muh familyy hadnt been t00 g00d.
we've been quarelling. evrythhingg's n0t ryt.
i dunn0 y. mayybe im at fault. been causing
tw0uble. but i thinkk n0t. my dad's been
angryy unnecessarilyy. my mummy.. hmmm, she's
stressed physically n mentally. my syster?
in her 0wn werld i shud sayy. she d0esnt want
t0 d0 anythingg. she thinkks im a maid hu always
hav t0 d0 dee' h0usewerk. dun wanna blame her.
i n0e i hav a part t0 playy. juz nw, all 0f
us g0t sc0lded byy my daddy c0z 0f my grandma.
dunn0 where she is. evrybedyy dunn0 where she
went t0. bc0z 0f dat, evrybedyy g0t sc0lded n
i've been quarelling wif my syster n my mummy's
been quarelling wif daddy. haixx. war.. war..
war.. when's derre g0nna b peace f0 my family?
im still w0ndering n im still thinkingg...
an0ther thingyy. "i dun thinkk parents n0wadays
understand their kids." i recall these phrases
being menti0nedd byy my MSN fwen. i thinkk its
true. hehs. y? bc0z theyy dun thinkk. wen they're
a teenager lyk us, im sure theyy get t0 enj0y.
sure, their parents c0ntr0l them but please laa,
dats during their tyme. wad abt nw? its 2005 f0
g00dness sake. is havingg fwenz a sin? n0 ryt!
hah! s0, wads the big deal 0f g0ing 0ut wif em?
theyy always trust 0utsiders.. their fwenz n s0
0n. s0 y n0t us? their 0wn children? are we
criminals? haixx..
im s00 fweakingg b0red nw. i juz dunn0 wad t0
d0. sumbedyy help me! hehs. ( = t0wn l00ks s0
cr0wded t0dayy. sure it is! its dee' h0lidays!
but unf0rtunately, i'll hav t0 c0me back seyy.
i hav t0 g0 f0 make-up less0ns. ishk. s00 unluckyy.
ugh. juz had a cust0mer juz nw. they were s00
s0ft-sp0ken n im s00 nerv0us! ahax! 00ps! i 4g0t
t0 give em a ch0c0late each. tsk3. hw f0getful!
hehs. i gues i had enuff 0f bl0gging. hehs. maybe
i'll change dee s0ng agen but i dunn0 wen. maybe
later, maybe wen i reached h0me. hehs. 0uhkayy
laa. rasta. ( =
