Sunday, May 22, 2005

[x__rastachica 0n 220505`

heysshh. i juz came backk. haixx.

im s00 fuckedd upp. i t00k 6 sleepingg

pills juz nw. im DEAD seri0us. g0nna

tell huneyy laterr. ( = dunn0 where

he went t0. suddenlyy juz dissapearedd.

feel lyk strangling himm. haishh..

h0pe he'll call me s00n. im t00 b0red.



lyf hasnt been easyy fer me. i've been

living in miseryy in dis w0rld 0f pretence.

yearrp. its true. u mayy see me as happy-

g0-luckyy. but inside me, hehs.. it juz

c0ntains a l0t 0f unhapiness. i dunn0 y

im sayingg dis. but its frm e b0tt0m 0f

my heart. i s0metimes feel dat im always

inc0mplete. s0meb0dyy help me please...