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So right now, I think there's too many things that have been happening that involves my name in the cyber world. & Gosh, it's so annoying. I get tags, comparing me to my sisters & raking up about the pasts. Especially about me, Alba & Khai. (Get back to that)

Now now, I feel that my sisters & I have many different qualities which we don't share. For example, Kikyn knows how to make up really nicely but I don't. & I do know how to bake but my sister don't. See, even laying out an example has already compared us. & I don't like that. You see our differences, you shut up. We're not strangers who can completely tolerate comparison. We live under the same roof. We know each other better than anybody out there. There are things we are good at & things we're not. Comparing our physique doesn't make us happy either. I am bigger sized & less attractive than Kikyn, that I know. Now, what if you have a sister who is far more attractive than you & everywhere you go, people would compare you. How would you feel? I don't really feel anything because only the people around me knows. We receive the same amount of attention from relatives & family members, regardless the fact that one is more attractive than the other. So, if you don't mind, STOP COMPARING.

& Next, about Khai, Alba & I.
The reason I brought up this matter is because I saw a tag from Fee (takde keje lain, sape lagi lah kan) at Alba's blog.
Honestly eh, if you don't know about OUR story, don't fucking annoy me. Khai left me for a reason & for whatever reason it is, there was a blessing is disguise in which I found my current boyfriend, Alif. I'm happy with him & Alba's happy with Khai. We're SOOOO OVER THAT. So regardless why Khai left me, it was for a reason & that reason will remain between the three of us. You, who don't know, please shut up. Prangai takmo makcik quaters, macam paham. If you think you know, you'd have heard the story from all three sides. BUT, even if you do, kau boleh buat ape? It's already a year plus since everything happened. I don't wish for me & my ex to patch things up. We've gone our separate ways, period. Paham? I have Alif. We're happy in our own private life, please.

& One more thing, if you think you'd wanna spit on my face, come & face me & do it. At least that'll save yourself from being called a coward. If you have an issue with me & I know you, I'd understand. But if you're some stranger who thinks that muka aku pecah & that you don't like me for no reason or just because muka aku irritating, then save your breath & energy from trying to hate tag me. Aku pon penat nak retaliate. & One more thing, hating me without any reason is a waste of time cause you don't even know me. I don't give good first impressions you know. & Yeah, try bringing me down lah. The least I can do is just yawn. Heh.

I don't care about you. But I care about YOU, raking up the past when all three of us are done with it.

I'm done. Bye! :D