I am currently feeling frustrated & so stressed.
Honestly, I'm wondering. What kind of a lazy bum have I become? I need a job. A real one, fast. & Of course, I want my social life back. I've been rotting at home, sleeping at 12 in the afternoon, waking up at 8/9 & staying up till 12 the next day. I.HAVE.NO.LIFE. ): It's killing me! I feel like I'm so useless & that I am getting fat. I feel like I'm putting on a kg every single day.
All I do is bake, play cake mania 2&3, shit, smoke, eat, argue/reconcile with Alif & sleep in which is always insufficient to me. I love last year's hols where I spent my days sleeping & ended up having lost a lot of weight. This year's different. & This year's coming to an end already. 2008 made a huge impact on my life. A lot of things happened. Major events; broke up with the 3 yr ex-bf, lost 16kg, dated & fooled around, found Alif, sister's wedding, O's & more. A lot has happened & I can't believe that this year's already coming to an end. & That too, is approximately around 27 days. & Next year, I'll be 19 & Alif will have the key to all freedom cause he's turning 21. We'll turn a year next year (Insyallah) & loads more.
Then again, I love 2008. Such a memorable year. I will never forget everything. Aiyah. Oh & I am not changing the subject!! I want a job. Can the job just come to me instead of me coming to it? Hahaha. Whenever the issue work comes about, I'll feel restless. Like what's new? Which girl in this entire world doesn't want to have a life in which all you need to do is just to shake your legs at home, do nothing & yet, get a filthy sum of money. Wish I had a life like that. But then again, I'm happy & thankful with the way things are although it's been stressing me out. Results will be released next month. & That explains my restlessness. I'm always like that when results are nearing. Especially for my major exams. I hope I can pass, although I doubt so. Heh.
Anyways, I think I want to resume on playing Cake Mania 2. Cake Mania 3 is like so super fucking tough! Too many challenges & their cakes are 3 tiered, not 2 anymore. Right, I'd better get going.
Bye.
Sorry for what I've said. I know we're through. Just want you to know that I love you.
You're the best boyfriend. (:
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ika: oooooh, i feel like ordering those cookies laaa. hahhaa(:
Hahaha. They're sweet ya know. (:
eff: love you long time ah attica!!! im sooo waiting for the episode 12 siaaa. ah yes yes! HAPPY! tonight,i shall watch! HEHEHEHEHEH! <333
Lol! Yo baby, hope you had fun. I was burning with anger when I watched the stupid vanessa-lil j-nate scene. So stupid! Heheh. Love ya! =D
Nurul: eh wowwww, the cookies looks so nice and delicious. gd eh, you very smgt to bake. I only bake if i feel like eating it. -.-
Hahahaha. Yeah, semangat lah sangt! It's because I was bored to death, tts why I baked those. Haha. (:
lily: gile babi pe kau bake ni semue? kecoh ah lu girl. hahah, eh yg glitter2 biru so tempting sia! *drools*
Ah ye lah, smpai mkn pn kau nk yg glitter2. Stop it eh. Eh amcam kalau aku pgl kau Girl Glitter? Hwahwahwa!!
Honestly, I'm wondering. What kind of a lazy bum have I become? I need a job. A real one, fast. & Of course, I want my social life back. I've been rotting at home, sleeping at 12 in the afternoon, waking up at 8/9 & staying up till 12 the next day. I.HAVE.NO.LIFE. ): It's killing me! I feel like I'm so useless & that I am getting fat. I feel like I'm putting on a kg every single day.
All I do is bake, play cake mania 2&3, shit, smoke, eat, argue/reconcile with Alif & sleep in which is always insufficient to me. I love last year's hols where I spent my days sleeping & ended up having lost a lot of weight. This year's different. & This year's coming to an end already. 2008 made a huge impact on my life. A lot of things happened. Major events; broke up with the 3 yr ex-bf, lost 16kg, dated & fooled around, found Alif, sister's wedding, O's & more. A lot has happened & I can't believe that this year's already coming to an end. & That too, is approximately around 27 days. & Next year, I'll be 19 & Alif will have the key to all freedom cause he's turning 21. We'll turn a year next year (Insyallah) & loads more.
Then again, I love 2008. Such a memorable year. I will never forget everything. Aiyah. Oh & I am not changing the subject!! I want a job. Can the job just come to me instead of me coming to it? Hahaha. Whenever the issue work comes about, I'll feel restless. Like what's new? Which girl in this entire world doesn't want to have a life in which all you need to do is just to shake your legs at home, do nothing & yet, get a filthy sum of money. Wish I had a life like that. But then again, I'm happy & thankful with the way things are although it's been stressing me out. Results will be released next month. & That explains my restlessness. I'm always like that when results are nearing. Especially for my major exams. I hope I can pass, although I doubt so. Heh.
Anyways, I think I want to resume on playing Cake Mania 2. Cake Mania 3 is like so super fucking tough! Too many challenges & their cakes are 3 tiered, not 2 anymore. Right, I'd better get going.
Bye.
Sorry for what I've said. I know we're through. Just want you to know that I love you.
You're the best boyfriend. (:
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ika: oooooh, i feel like ordering those cookies laaa. hahhaa(:
Hahaha. They're sweet ya know. (:
eff: love you long time ah attica!!! im sooo waiting for the episode 12 siaaa. ah yes yes! HAPPY! tonight,i shall watch! HEHEHEHEHEH! <333
Lol! Yo baby, hope you had fun. I was burning with anger when I watched the stupid vanessa-lil j-nate scene. So stupid! Heheh. Love ya! =D
Nurul: eh wowwww, the cookies looks so nice and delicious. gd eh, you very smgt to bake. I only bake if i feel like eating it. -.-
Hahahaha. Yeah, semangat lah sangt! It's because I was bored to death, tts why I baked those. Haha. (:
lily: gile babi pe kau bake ni semue? kecoh ah lu girl. hahah, eh yg glitter2 biru so tempting sia! *drools*
Ah ye lah, smpai mkn pn kau nk yg glitter2. Stop it eh. Eh amcam kalau aku pgl kau Girl Glitter? Hwahwahwa!!
