OMFGG!!!!!

I can't believe that this was me, 2 years back!!! Tak boleh angkat already!! What the hell?! So much difference! My nose isn't that big now. & No, I didn't go for a nose job, it's absurd & I'm not rich. Lol. & Two, I look so fucking round!!! I think I'm going to have a heart attack.
Okay stop it. Anyways, as you can see, my archives has increased to a long list, starting from 2005. I started blogging earlier than 2005 but I forgot the previous emails/passwords. This is all that I can recover & import. & What the hell, I can't help but laugh over at all my archives. I was so kental to the core lor! I feel like a dumbass bitch. Eh no, I think I was a dumbass bitch. Toodles pegi, toodles balik. -_-" Come to think of it, what the fucking hell is toodles?? Hahaha. Eyerr! I had so many blogs!! From rastachica(wtf, I know), phashionstarr, revivingmydeadheart, deadbeatsweetheart, atticaxoxo.net to all the stupid ljs. So the many. Blogger alone, I have close to 800 posts. *_* & So, if you want to laugh at my kental years/face, please do so. But PLEASE DON'T REMIND ME ABOUT ANYTHING THAT RELATES TO THE PAST. All I know is, I was the most kental-est girl on earth & I still am, minus maybe, 30%?
& Those are the egg tarts I baked earlier. Heheheheh. Ohwells, can't wait for later.Happy Friday, people! (:
EDIT.
I am thinking about Alif for no apparent reason. Earlier, in the wee hours of the morning, he asked me whether it was okay for him to switch to a TZM instead of his baby RXZ. & His TP for his car is in January. I am very sure that he will pass because my boy knows how to drive. & I can't wait because, I want to sit next to him in a car with my legs folded & his hands, resting on one of my legs. We will talk like there's no tomorrow without the helmets covering our ears. I want him to bring me everywhere just like how my Dad used to. I want him to take me to wherever I want to go. I want him to drive till late at night. I want to hug him till his bones break. I want everything & he will have to give it to me. (Selfish, I don't care) I want to see his face everyday till I get sick. I don't care if he does but he'll have to keep seeing me. I want his NS to be over & done with & I want him to be obsessed with me. I want him to push all other things aside except for me. I want him to prioritize me, me & ME. I want him to think of me. I want him to talk about me. I want him to think that I am the most beautiful-est girl in the world eventhough I know I am not. I don't care if this is totally irrelevant/redundant. All I care about is I want him for myself. I am sounding a bit or a lot like a psychopath but I don't care. Right now, he's not picking up my calls because he is on duty. NS sucks & I can't wait for his ORD which is in less than a year. & When that day comes, he will have to see me, me & me.
Eeeee, mrepek nye aku. -__-" Kbye.

