Saturday, November 15, 2008

I feel like ranting on & on. So, pardon me if this is going to be a lengthy post.

Alright, so I only had 3 hours of sleep the day before. I've been busy baking on & on. I'm so dead beat right now. Although it's not my own sister who's getting married, the experience is almost the same. My eyebags are already starting to build up. -_______-" I'm so tired, really! I can't really concentrate on a single thing. I'll tend to jump from doing a task, halfway to another. My eyes desparately needs to shut. I've been baking brownies. If you think baking is easy, think again lor! Like okay, I love baking lah, so I don't really feel the need to whine so much although I already am but that's because I've had so many things to do. The brownie baking doesn't only involve baking alone. I have to measure each & every piece. Coat it, place it on the cupcakes & sprinkle some chopped hazelnuts on top. I have to keep melting the chocolates on & on. I've used 1 & a half blocks so far. That's a lot lor. Oh & fyi, I have to make like what? 250 brownies like that. & I have to bake cupcakes some more. It's all FOC okay? Haha. My efforts are unpaid for. My Mum & Dad just wanted to sponsor the costs. Then again, it's so tiring lah!
Aiyah.

So yesterday & right now, it has been all about baking. Eh no, coating & shit like that lah. Because of the sleep deprivation, I've been smoking two packs, two days straight to keep me up awake. I've been eating a lot too! I ate 3 sandwiches, 3 plates of Kway Teow & some brownies. I drank a shitload of Coke, Soya Bean Milk & some plain water. This explains why I am putting on weight.

& Right now, while I'm ranting, the stupid Friendster keeps getting on my nerves. My friends have all been deleted. I can't access to my Baby's profile & I am so annoyed. When I don't have enough sleep, I get very groggy & agitated, you don't even want to get near me.

So okay, back to whatever I was talking about. So, I didn't just bake brownies. I baked cupcakes too. But only 6 of them for Atika who ordered it from me for the sake of her boyfriend's birthday. She met me over at CCK. As usual, I was late. A million apologies to you, babe! When I'm tired, I'll tend to take my own sweet time. & Moreover, I was already halfway to CCK when I forgot to bring her cupcakes. How stupid lah! So, I went back all the way. That explains why I was late. Oh & it has been quite some time since I've seen her. The last was when she was still with Wan. That was when our ex-boyfriends were still close. & Now, times change & so do we. (:
Whatever it is, it was nice seeing you, babe!

After meeting Atika, I went to Lot 1, aimless & planless. Okay bedek lah, I was supposed to look for cooking chocolates but in the end I bought Chocolate Milkshake & I headed to some bookshop near my crib & bought styrofoam. Headed home, Zhafir came over. I called Baby but he didn't pick up. He only picked up my call at 6. It turns out that he forgot to bring his cell since he was late for work. I wanted him to come over so that we could spend some time together but he complained that his 2T was running low. -_-" Then after that, after so long, I cried. Hahaha. Why? Because I am so kental & kentot. I missed him so much & he was acting like a dickhead cause he wants to sleep. ): So overall, for yesterday, I only talked to him for less than an hour. After that, I tried to reach him but he was fast asleep. Baik Alif. -_-"

After getting bored of coating, I went to cycle & afterwards, I hung out with Kyn & Zhafir. We talked & talked, went 7-11 (daily routine), smoked, played bicycle & whatnots. & Now, here I am! I am ranting while waiting for the chocolate to melt. Haiyah! So tiring you know! Tsk.

Anyways, here is my horoscope for today;

The sky's the limit in terms of how high the level of chemistry can climb between you and a very special someone today! Most of the credit is due to your growing confidence -- this person is attracted to the way you speak without asking permission. They love how you can walk into a room and fill it with high energy. This is a period of new beginnings and exciting conversations for the both of you. Keep your expectations low, but keep your appealing confidence high.

Speaking of special someone, Alif & I will turn 6 months this 17th. The other day, he was so confident that he wished me 'Happy 6th' at the wrong date. Sorry lor, he doesn't keep track of the dates. He thinks that it's not necessary & that he doesn't like counting them. I used the think the opposite but as I grow up, I think yearly anniversaries are much more important.

Another 6 months till we turn 1. Hope we'll make it, Baby! & Oh no, I'm not going to meet Alif for the next 3 days. *Sighs.

Ohwells, gotta resume. For those who managed to read till this last sentence, you're amazing! Haha. Pictures of the wedding shall be up soon, like on Monday maybe. For now, Happy Saturday, ya'll! =D