I'm done with all the tears. I'm sick of carrying on. I wish I could give up, but it's too soon. It's been a rough journey. I wish things were different. I wish I hadn't done you wrong. I wish you were not the one I chose because you're too good. As much as how I want to embrace you, tell you that you're the one I love & want, I can't. Because our egos are taking over us. It's hard to say it all. I gave you too many excuses. It's always me crying, although I'm the one who makes things hard. Sometimes I think that I'm a jinx to everyone around me, including you.
If only you knew how I felt.
How lonely, stupid, annoying & unfavourable it all seems.
I wish you knew. I still love you, whole heartedly, although I keep telling you that I'm still keeping my guard up.
I'm sorry if I lied. I'm sorry if I did you wrong. I'm sorry if I don't understand you enough.
& I'm sorry if all these while, I've been putting up a brave front, acting tough like a guy when you know I am weak.
I'm sorry, I just can't give in sometimes.
I still love you, no matter how hard it is to carry on.
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babysassy: congrats on ur job babe!
awh, thanks babe! (:
Skarlet: ive yet to go marina barrage!! grrr~ anyway, hello attica!
you should go!! haha. hello skarlet! (:
NANI.: kau ok dy or nt?? get well soon la haiya!
okay2 je. not completely well. & thanks babe! (:
stef: do you still sell de dress at ur blogshop!!!
erk, not really lah. why? you interested?
P.S; I'll open a bake blogshop soon! I'm turning my pastime into a revenue. Heheheh. Working sucks anyway. Haha.
If only you knew how I felt.
How lonely, stupid, annoying & unfavourable it all seems.
I wish you knew. I still love you, whole heartedly, although I keep telling you that I'm still keeping my guard up.
I'm sorry if I lied. I'm sorry if I did you wrong. I'm sorry if I don't understand you enough.
& I'm sorry if all these while, I've been putting up a brave front, acting tough like a guy when you know I am weak.
I'm sorry, I just can't give in sometimes.
I still love you, no matter how hard it is to carry on.
)'=
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babysassy: congrats on ur job babe!
awh, thanks babe! (:
Skarlet: ive yet to go marina barrage!! grrr~ anyway, hello attica!
you should go!! haha. hello skarlet! (:
NANI.: kau ok dy or nt?? get well soon la haiya!
okay2 je. not completely well. & thanks babe! (:
stef: do you still sell de dress at ur blogshop!!!
erk, not really lah. why? you interested?
P.S; I'll open a bake blogshop soon! I'm turning my pastime into a revenue. Heheheh. Working sucks anyway. Haha.
